My thoughts lately
I’m worried about a lot of things and I pray every day that I might completely be free from my worries and fears. I think being worried sometimes is part of being human. Not even with someone like me who has severely experienced deep childhood trauma. Everyday is a fight against worries and fears. I worry, I panic, I overthink but I think it has reduced. I’m now 27 years old and I’m worried if I’m doing the right thing or not. A lot of things have changed within the last 2 years of my life and one of them is shedding away my old self to birth this new me. It has been tough and the-same Time mind blowing. I didn’t know I was capable of such move until I started moving different. Now I’m alone with no one to call my friend, colleague or acquaintance . I’m stuck with a career or profession that I love so much and I’m passionate about. But which seems to be heading no where. I believe so much in myself but sometimes I feel that alone isn’t enough. I want to s...
